Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Truth is on the march, nothing can stop it

“Do you know why I said that to you? I challenge your thoughts!”
“No, you can’t. I’m using my ‘heart’ now.”

I have officially tendered my resignation letter yesterday.

People might think that I am crazy, but I can no longer lie to myself. I often used my brain to choose or determine something, but now I solely listened to my heart. Even though it’s a zero-sum game, I have no regret and I won’t turn back. Life is so short; and don’t make it a waste by doing things we don’t really like.

It sounds super naïve and childish. I know, but devil may care since I considered myself as a conscious working adult and responsible human-being. It’s time to make maneuver in life, do a soul-searching while enjoy life to the fullest. If I don’t get pay by working on something I really like, why don’t I find a way to make earnings?

So what am I going to do next? I got thousands of plans in mind. I won’t let myself get bored and be in despair again. Wish me luck!

12 comments:

Fanny said...

:)

Listen to your heart, always.

Wish you all the best, Ayuuu.

Apret said...

Thanks fanny sayang...

Luv you... lets catch up after adilla comes back ;)

catatan salwangga said...

listen to your parents, always.

God Bless you, Ayuuu...

loh, koq gak nyambung ???

Anonymous said...

Anytime :)

Sure! :D. I need some refreshments before facing so-called FYP -.-

Luv you too, hun! ♥

ryy_ said...

It's not a zero-sum game if you have everything to get and no regret to leave behind!

...Time to take over the world?

yixian said...

Couldn't have said it better myself.

SO impressed by your reply to her btw. Really very proud of you. That was one of the replies that I think really represents alot of us.

They should stop treating us like imbeciles who can't think for ourselves.

Not everyone uses their brains only.

There are those, like us, who live life.. with a HEART. :)

Apret said...

@ palungsalwangga :

hehe makasi mas. nyambung koq :)

@ ryy_ :

yup its not a zero sum game; its a win-win game (well, i do hope :p). And now its time to take over the world. CHAAAAARRGEEEEEEE!!!


@ yixian :

the truth is; i shivered when i said that. never believe i myself could say that -_-". Its accumulated fatigue, madness, resentment and dissapointment i guess :(.

i do feel bad about that :(, but i have no choice; when somebody 'attacks' my value and belief, i will definetely talkback :(

yixian said...

there is nothing to feel bad about.

we are just saying what is in our hearts.


nothing can ever beat that.

Anonymous said...

*baru baca*

ternyata saran saya diturutin... =3

ah, btw.

"But did Lelouch just say in the Code Geass 1 episode Finale that in the world of adult, righteousness is priceless?"

you know, I miss my student days where I could be more ignorant about the way this (broken) world works -- unfortunately, not now... and I guess not even anytime later on.

...so yeah, righteousness is priceless. but there are also people who wouldn't sell their soul to devil no matter how much they hate the world, right? =)

"However, I do hope that we are not being righteous –even though we are all adults."

err... do you really mean it? or is it only typo? =3

Apret said...

@ yud1 :

kan udah saya bilang anda bakat jadi HR :p :p

you know, I miss my student days where I could be more ignorant about the way this (broken) world works -- unfortunately, not now... and I guess not even anytime later on.

so, welcome to the club ^^. udah lulus? syelamat yah ^o^

err... do you really mean it? or is it only typo? =3

eh salah le :S. its an innocent slip of my bloody stupid finger(s) :S

wakwakwakwak saya memang berbahaya.maksudnya mau nulis yg 'baik' jadinya malah kebalikannya.oh gw udah tercemar.harus dihukum *S&M mode* XD XD

Unknown said...

*baru nyadar, komen saya rada salah tempat*

harusnya kan bagian yang bawah buat post yang di atasnya... tapi biarin ah, yang penting nyambung =3


~maafkan, link commentnya rada bikin bingung soalnya =='

Apret said...

iya, gimana sih, salah ngasi komen, kan bikin bingung *ctarr!* (suara cambuk)

ga.. ga... becanda XD

iya ni blogger aneh ya? mau pindah nanggung udah PW, huhuhu