Wednesday, March 15, 2006














Call me Final Fantasy Die hard fan!

Few weeks ago, one of my core subjects (namely Integrated Marketing Communication), had persisted me to come up with printing advertisement design and analysis. Though I was surprisingly energized to create it, I was mere confused with the preference of the product. What product should I appropriately come up with?

As a J-fangirl, my very first choice lay on Hyde’s newest single, “Season’s Call”. Regrettably there will be nothing much significant point of purchase on the print ad. (What should I put inside the ad? There’s no momentous point in emphasizing his huge self portrait within two page advertisement *sweatdrop*)

Alternatively, I was thinking of constructing magazine advertisement for my second-favorite game ever, Final Fantasy series (the no 1 ever was Suikoden series). Honestly speaking, I was quite brilliant in babbling about the importance of gaming and its related stuffs (passion gave importance, absolutely!). Therefore, I was producing two page print ad for Square-Enix’s brand new dazzling installment, Final Fantasy XII.

With all those so-called marvelous marketing campaign recommended within my reports, Square-Enix should started thinking about hiring some marketing executives from the gaming communities XD. *overstating self esteem, as always*

Saturday, March 11, 2006



Feels Like Dreaming

In this gloomy weekend (where all the cruel assignments and projects make us lifeless), I decided to watch Disney On Ice in Singapore Indoor Stadium along with beloved all time partner, Adilla, and dearest roommate ever, Putu.

Again, we were half hour late (a usual Indonesian sickness). But once we entered the performing area, it felt like we exist in different dimension. As the beautiful Disney trademark songs were poured away throughout the place, the magic was begun.

The show was absolutely fantastic! With my determined gaze, I stared at them keenly. I just love those fairy creatures hanging around the stage, performing amazing dancing and showing impressive acting. It was truly astonishing, most anticipated show! After all, the so called expensive ticket was really worth. Well done, Disney… Well done.

Nevertheless, I hate for almost being an adult. I need for being an innocent kid in just one day, to kill my boredom of this pathetic life.
(Un)essential Comment :
Why put that 'narcissism never ends' photo instead of that wonderful show? It's just because i couldn't catch up their performance with my handphone camera. Then... arrgh I looked pretty fat on that! Should do more food restrictions X(.

Wednesday, March 08, 2006



Unilever : Too Good To Be True…

Plainly speaking, I don’t feel that I am a bloody hardworking student. Having realized enough my brain capacity, (and thus do nothing to overcome it X( ) I don’t have any specific plans to at least improve my grades. Yes, I am pretty satisfied with all my life for now. Hence I just expect all things flow smoothly (and smoothless=p).

Some weeks ago, Fieda told me that I get placement in Unilever for my professional attachment. What comes to my mind was an April Fool. Was she trying to bully me or what? Then she added if I need not to attend an interview session, coz it was without interview placement. Right after, I supposed that day was the Last Day, whereby things go in unusual pathetic way. It was wonderful, and i still didn't believe!

Anyway, all my gratefulness went to Fieda. Thanks very much for noticing me. But more importantly, all hail to the God for all His kindness and benevolence. I might be a forsake at times, however I’m always and always knocking on Your door. Now and then I will incite it =).

Nevertheless, for all my beloved NBS counterparts, I will always pray for your best. You girls and guys are really occupied by an inner drive to be successful. I absolutely have no doubt that your brightest future are waiting ahead. Thank you very much for your kind support. Without all of you, I am less =).

Saturday, March 04, 2006












One Half Hour Late

No no... this is not the tittle of the songs, but a true story!

If you were late for going lecture, tutorial and such, or were fall asleep and late one half hour when making appointment with somebody, that must be not so special to be remembered.

But this time, i were so late to watch the guitar ensemble concert along with Dika and Adilla at about nearly 2 hours T_T. Although we could only enjoy not more than 3 beautifully arranged songs, yet we were finally able to catch up some cool photos XD.

Btw, still owe Aninto for the tickets X(.

Friday, March 03, 2006


A Matter of Taste

Though I was not really into the non-animation movie, I was always keeping myself update to the newest box office every week. And at this point of time I was truly curious about the fresh notorious award-winning, Brokeback Mountain. As some of my friends suggested to check out that movie, finally I managed to watch it at Cineleisure Orchard along with my (anonymous) friends.

When I was queuing up, the girl at the ticket window asked whether I reached my 21. Stunning at that moment, I frantically said that I am a final year student in NTU. My thoughtless action caused me to get the tickets for certain. Frankly, I had no idea about what was the movie going to be.

Next, that impulsive step was really showed its vengeance. I couldn’t stand to watch Brokeback Mountain in a comfortable way. Watching those muscular guys -with man-ish way of life- making out was REALLY a terrible idea. I didn’t find it is fascinating to view them behave like sissies teasing each other. It was neither amusing nor entertaining. It was extremely annoying X(.

After that, I got a nightmare in my deepless sleep.

**

I admit that I unconditionally love a matter of forbidden love, but more importantly I am more into a beauty and gorgeousness.

So instead of watching those muscular men loving each other, viewing a pair of androgynous guys is really much much more fascinating.
Taken as example :
(Hyde & Gackt) *my all time favourite couple, hoho*
or this :


(Gackt & You'GacktJob')

Well, it is just a matter of taste =P.

Sunday, February 12, 2006

Handwriting Analysis








Results :

You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry
You are a person who thinks before acting, intelligent and thorough
You are diplomatic, objective, and live in the present
You are a talkative person, maybe even a busybody
You like standing out and making sure that people know your mind.

NB.
Got this cool test from Fanny (again!), thanks anyway =P.

Thursday, February 09, 2006



Bishies Overflow

Just now Fanny insists me to immediately put something in to my very own blog =p. Thanks Fanny, at least i realize that there is still a reader who missed me. Needless to say, i must sacrifice a couple of times to do mountanious assignments and fiendish group projects just to write down (un)necessary thing here innocently T_T.

Less than three weeks ago I watched Hyde's, Laruku's, Gackt's and Malice Mizer's PV consecutively, afterwards suddenly a bunch of bizzare ideas occupied my mind for a while. Seeing such wonderful and inspiring event, my dull mind responded in a flashlight, and then.... *drum rolls*


I was proudly presenting my brand new (so called) shonen ai manga titled "Don't Dissapear With The Wind".

Um okay, i shamelessly confessed that i got the title from one of my favourite songs by Laruku, "Kaze ni Kienaide" (Please Don't Go With The Wind). Yes thanks, i was truly a modest plagiator X(.

The story mainly told about what else other than J-Rock Indie band XD, and off course it was enriched by all bishies personnels with their own superb musical abilities. Not just telling lovey dovey feelings amongst the characters, after all i was planning to tell about the cannibalism of malicious entertainment world altogether with the consumptions of some evil stuffs within the band (sounds like an old paradigm).


But then I do apologize for telling nonsense =p. I haven't started any line about it yet, still rushing with lots of unfavourable assignments X(. Probably someday I will passionately write that manga for certain.


P.S. Refer to the silly pic above : They are all (androgynous) guys =P

Sunday, February 05, 2006

You Might Be Obsessed With J-Rock IF....

You barely even notice that songs are in Japanese any more, in fact you're more likely to notice if they're in English. (hehe.. almost)

You've actually memorized several songs, due to having listened to them so much. (yup yup ^^)

You call platform shoes 'Tetsu shoes'. (y)

You sing so much Jrock that you end up singing English lines like them too. (that's very me)

Sometimes you confuse 'R's and 'L's... (T_T)

You have a hard time with 'th' now, thus you say 'sankyou' instead of 'thank you'. (err sometimes)

You refer to concerts as 'lives' and music videos as 'PVs' (err, are they different?)

You're more likely to surf yesasia.com than amazon.com. American music gives you the willies. (no comment)

You think 5'10 is tall. (totemo chiisai !!)

You know three different Tetsu's. (Tetsu, Tetsuko, Tet... ???)

You know that X-Japan isn't a porn site. (WHO SAID it??)

You're disappointed when your prescription for Penicillin turns out to be pills. (err.. wakaranai)

You know that monkeys do come in yellow. (Yeah, and they're COOL -I mean, the music)

This phrase makes sense to you: "causes stain stay away." ("Right away, oh bother me!" ^0^)

You wish you could make up cool words like mazohyst, zomboid, entichers, and oblaat. (COOL!!!)

You can now understand Engrish...and some Japanese. (I do hope T_T)

You can date L'arc pictures by Hyde's hairstyle. (not that extreme lah!)

Dir En Grey, L'arc En Ciel and Do As Infinity seem like normal band names to you...and you regularly nickname these bands Diru, L'arc, DAI. (Agree!!)

You are familiar with the following: Utaban, Music Fighter, Music Station, PopJam, CDTV, FUN, Hey, Hey, Hey....and you know the hosts for each. (y)

You know at what point a certain band stopped being 'visual' and became 'normal'. (y)

You know what 'fanservice' is and it's possible you even like it. (I love fanservice *kyaaaa*)

Romaji's pretty much second nature to you. (sometimes =P)

You understand that even crossdressing visual bands are not gay. (WHO SAID they are gay???)

You are familiar with all the ways to sing "todokanai" or "aitakute" or "wakaranai". (Hyde-kun familiar phrases -_-)

You know that Hide and Hyde are different people and do not pronounce their names the same way. (ya lah!)

You can't wait for the next Music Station Super Live.You're really irritated when sites like Yahoo's Launch! music have zero Jrock on them. (AGREE!)

You are now aware that Tetsu and Toshiya are the best bassists ever. (and the cutest bassists ever =P)

You also think Gackt should be the fourth tenor. (?? not really into Gaku, but "Gakuhai" XD )

You know some (or all) of these guys' real names.You know that T.M. Revolution is actually Nishikawa Takanori and that he hosts Pop Jam. (yea lah!)

You know that D'arc En Ciel and P'unk En Ciel are L'arc cover bands...played by L'arc. (P'Unk en Ciel was HOT!)

You know by heart who writes which songs in L'arc. (if not Hyde, then Tetsu.. mostly =P)

You're familiar with terms such as 'Hydeist', 'para para', 'GacktJob' and 'Miyavizm'....And you know what they mean. (know all of them except Para-para... X( )

Results :
Huhu, Am I that obsessed? T_T

P.S.
Hyde-kun in His 37.. Totemo daisukiiii ^0^


Saturday, February 04, 2006



State of Shotaddicted =P

'Loveless' has enriched my unstoppable weird imagination about err.. Shota. Though i've never been watched 'Loveless' yet, i somehow can wholefully understand Ritsu and Soubi's feeling to each other XD.

Don't call me a weirdo! I just appreciate a sweet forbidden love ^0^.

Btw, Ritsu is a guy, and so does Soubi. Don't mistaken Ritsuka as a girl. Hehehe XD *devilish grin*.

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

The Unity, Sincerity, Oneness Of God

In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful

1. Say: He is Allah, the One and Only
2. Allah, the Eternal, Absolute
3. He begetteth not, nor is He begotten
4. And there is none like unto Him


Today, somebody out of nowhere unexpectedly asked me about the existence of God. I attempted to answer in a very positive manner, until she stopped at a time.

Dearest 'Ms. Messenger', that was my answer for your question =)